Crazy from a Chemical High

Radiation seeping through my veins.
I’m hallucinating things I can’t explain.
Cloudless sky yet I’m drenched cold in rain.
Dagger in my chest and still no ounce of pain.

People, places. Things and faces.
All seem too ceramic for my eye.
But is it all even real?
Or is it just a lie?

I look up and notice; the moon and sun together.
Cuddling behind a blanket of clouds,
Like they’ve been doing this forever.

Then came the dizziness,
Leaving me on the ground like a broken mess.
Strangers stared down at me,
Then walked away like there’s nothing to see.

Corrosive chemicals and passive particles.
I’m surrounded by the unknown.
Swaying streets and broken buildings.
Living in the eye of all that I had known.

Am I drugged or am I high ?
Because I promise I just saw Lord Voldemort walk by.
And all the others are constantly erratic.
Walking fast then going static.

My conscience is lost,
As am I.
Because I’m trying to find corners in a circle,
And I don’t even know why.

Now fighting gravity I start flying,
Far away from my old life.
Where I used to spend my days,
Trying trying and trying.

You say I’m crazy,
But at least now I’m at peace.
Who knew that a chemical high,
Would end up being my release.

~Megha Bhartiya πŸ’œ


Daily Prompt Word – Constant

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  1. This is so beautiful Madame πŸ˜„πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š. And Madame , for my Madame who can always achieve as she wants and whatever my Madame wishes to , my Madame’s tries are quite the attempts to Victories, to all of them πŸ˜„πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š

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  2. This is so relatable. First of all, I am a POTTERHEAD!
    Second of all, people don’t consider me ‘normal’ maybe because I find love in chaos, in the wild, I believe in magic and I’m still waiting for my Hogwarts letter.
    Third of all, this piece is SORCERY. It is brutal magic. Drugged or not, high or not but some sentences are damn relatable.

    I loved the sun and moon verse. It was beautifully constructed. Amazing work, M!
    You made my day

    Enigma :) <3

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    1. God Enigma THANK YOU SO MUCH for your precious words! You just made my week! 😊
      I’m so damn happy you found this relatable, atleast I’m not alone afterall. Chaos and wild are so very magical to me too!
      – M πŸ’œ

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